For you.

I hate that I was never as much of a part of your life as you are of mine. I hate that I gave so much of myself to you, and all of you did was say goodbye. I hate that when you try to hug me I can't even look at you in the eye. I hate when I'm about to let you go, you act like everything we had was a lie. And I hate that you never wanted me, yet you still won't let me go. I hate that when I found you, I wanted everyone to know. I hate that you broke me down so much that I spent a whole night in tears. I hate that even though I say I hate you, a part of me still wants you here.