I remember when days was warm and buzzing and god, it is so good to wake up. And now sadness are my morning coffee and ur leaving was the drug i held onto and all i have is myself.
I remember when blanket was my security and ur love was the bed i laid in every night and i had you. Now nights are cold and bare and i am shivering from the emptiness u left me in god, it is even painful to fall asleep.
I remember when the world was baked in grey, slow and lazy and my eyes open to sight of you, wonderfully mine and beautiful. Now my dawns are a blast of frigid air and i am left freezing as i realised u are no longer there and will never be anymore and god its really painful to wake up.
I remember every little thing and its a blessing and a curse bc its proof that i was once happy and now everything is gone and god, it's so damn painful to live.
